f******* yeah!

its been awhile since my previous post (more than 4 years). i know i've been saying that i'll update my blog regularly but it seems like its not happening.. i don't know, i have been busy and sometimes just lazy to write something here.. it seems like i don't like sharing my thoughts anymore, id rather post a photo than write stuff.. but today is an exception! but again i have to tell you that I'm having a hard time writing this cause i don't know where I'm heading, in fact i have written a few sentences and ended deleting it, i don't know if i have an audience or if anybody cared about what i think or feeling when I'm just writing about myself. Now that i got myself this far talking about myself, it made me realize why should i care, i started this blog for me to have somewhere to put my thoughts! anyway if you want to see my other stuff (drawings and photos) just go to my instagram account at instagram.com/molimonstr (feel free to follow me). Before I started writing this entry, I was checking all of my previous posts, down to the very first one and I cant help but to laugh (and feel a ashame) at myself cause of the countless grammatical errors I have made and its possible that Im still committing the same mistakes.. But you know what? I think I made some improvements too :) Anyways, f*ck english grammar! I have met millionaires and people who are far more successful than me who have terrible english! grammar doesn't really matter that much unless you are an English teacher (fortunately, I'm not).  I think what matters most is I can convey my thoughts and that people understand what I mean. So i was saying as I mentioned above, I started this blog as a way to practice my english, share my thoughts, experiences and as a personal timeline. And as I look back, I am amazed and proud to tell you guys that I feel like I made some good progress (emotionally, spiritually, financially and grammatically).

studentsfieldtrip-bkk-giftstomyself

starting december

i'm so fired up drawing this last few days. i never felt like this since my college days. i think some encouragement and some disappointments and frustrations helped out. i have some inspirational pieces on my table from mcbess, jeffsoto and other random stuff from the internet.. and i think i'm going to be productive with my illustrations this month, i rearranged my room and i think i'm gonna need a drawing table. Additionally i might be hitting the streets of yangon so its gonna be ninja mode. oh yeah, i'll be in bangkok this coming weekend! :)

breaking the ice

missed me? well yeah, i hope so.. i kinda "hibernated" for too long. I've been busy or pretending to be busy for quite sometime, and honestly i'm not sure what to post, so here are random stuff i did or still doing at some places that didn't make it to my instagram or facebook account, I'll try not to be redundant on my post here and on my other accounts. I'll do my best to post more from now on.

CRK - BKK - YGN

 moved to Yangon, Myanmar. Got here last March 6, 2013. it's been a while since my last post. hopefully I'll start updating my blog again. Im on instagram most of the time, here's my profile. http://instagram.com/molimonster

the saddest loop

I never felt so empty like this...
Everything is just as dark as the other side of the moon...
As gloomy as dark clouds...
As murky as rainy days...
As sad as love songs...
As cheerless as funerals...
Everyday's an interment..
As I walk, meaningless was all along...
lost my soul along the way...
It taught me that when
you get to this part of this piece...
it brings me back up
to the first line that i....
never felt so empty like this...
(repeat from the top)

MAY

since 2010 the month of May is really bad for me.. i'll stay indoors and keep my mouth shut! i find it pretty ironic since this should be the best month cause its my birthday month. saad... anyways i'll be posting more by june. i'll see what im gonna come up with this time. for the meantime, its hibernation mode. see you when i wake up.

wrestle

my lucha dog

first shirt design

paper dolls!

print, cut and fold!

manananggal

i think you're not supposed to be viewing this next post if your under 18.  but since you are already here boys and girls this is how a manananggal looks like in our world. scarrrrred?

sexy inky part 3

 additions to the series but this two are going to another direction. sorry crappy camera shot.

molimonsters inc.

 on 30x20 inches illustration board. poster color and markers. damn i need a frame!

sexy inky part 2

i got a few more coming up.. just adding a few more inks on it

skate shop wall

 a work in progress on an approximately 80inches by 80inches wall

skate shop site

visit the fear1ess skate shop site and the shop itself as well. ill be there most of the time from now on.. i'll see you guys there :)

fear1ess

ey its been sometime ey? been very busy. i already quit my job from Sitel as a tech support rep.. i have been working on the skate shop project together with lukas and in a few days our shop will be open. created some logos for it.

and here are some photos of the soon to open shop. located at Rm.114 Session Theatre Bldg. (Volante) Session Rd. Baguio City.

u may visit the page fear1essskateshop.blogspot.com other than the shop uhm..,  fornoreason i decided to open a tumblr account follow me at molimonster.tumblr.com created some fear1ess wallpapers too.

click to view larger image and then you know what to do. :)

super busy. counting my days and off to a new world. left the call center for good. being a TSR gets me exhausted.  i'm gonna answer my own calls this time.

damn! got the space today.. finally! it was my first time to sign a legitimate business contract.. whew! got the space, paid the whole month.. been very busy.. need to sleep now.. i'll continue this post tomorrow

busy (cheezy back then) days

my thoughts are of you
are you thinking the same thing too?
i dream that someday
it will be me and you
can we make it come true?
just give me a clue
that im not wasting my time on you
and i’ll be glad to wait
till the day you say
you love me too
im sure from that day on
we’ll be out of the blue
cause forever
i’ll be loving you

haha! i think i was pretty much or about to get fucked up when i wrote this back in high school.
anyways. i thought i lost my copy of this one.. good thing my old hard drive still working.. major update on the skate shop project is almost done.. im changing the name from "endless ride" to "end1ess".. im working on the new logos lately.. i'll post em all soon. one week more and its payday!! hehe! cant wait! then i can probably get the space for the shop. we have been looking for a space at the downtown area for days now. and so far we got only one available space.. i'll keep everyone posted.. :D
 Ill be very busy for the next days cause im preparing for the skate shop.. 
wish me luck! :D